I suppose if I can get enough clients I could move tot he self employed route, but that’s a path I am unsure of. I don’t know if I’d like working for myself. Being self employed has a lot of benefits for sure, but it also has a lot of drawbacks. However, I suppose if the opportunities arise who am I to say no? It would be nice to control my own money flow and work. but it would also be really nice to be in with a company and have a steady paycheck and a place to expand your knowledge with a direction and purpose.

I will eventually get somewhere with a new job and a new career. It’s just going to take some time. Why not build better connections and place myself strategically while I wait?

I think it will be nice to have a volunteer position on my resume. It’s free work, again, but at least this has some merit to it. It’s a large organization and it’s full of contacts and people that may be beneficial to me as time goes by. It’s also nice to have something to volunteer for that I want to do as well. Having a child in Scouts and being able to volunteer in this way is good for me. I dislike camping so I don’t really get to help out much in other areas of Scouting, but this is a big project that will benefit the council and Scouts in general.

Ken Pepin, Council Commissioner, is a really good guy and even gave me a recommendation on my LinkedIn profile. I’m looking forward to working with him to get the ball rolling on this whole new site. Hopefully it will be something I can add to my portfolio, or even just to my resume to further my experience as well.

I guess it must’ve been good because they want me back again. And at this point, even if I doubt myself here and there, I’ve obviously got something they want and in the past I’ve proven myself over and over again to other eomployers and clients that I can do the jobs that are assigned to me. So here’s hoping to the best on Monday. I am confident that I will work well with them (They’re probably a bunch of techy/geeky people like myself anyway) and hopefully I will be able to get the job and move forward in my career and life finally.

Here’s hoping.

I’m feeling anxious and nervous and excited. I hope it doesn’t show too much. Well, the excited part can show because I am excited about the opportunity, and that should be apparent. I’ll try not to jump for joy though. That might be interpreted as insane rather than excited.

Whatever the case, I’m off to see the Wizard!

That shouldn’t be too difficult since this job seems to be suited well to my skills. I am excited to bring my skills to this new job, and learn a crap ton of new stuff. It’ll be nice to learn skills that are transferable unlike my last job. I mean, Project Management is definitely transferable but the rest of the work is antiquated and useless and will never be used. That’s kind of sad. Moving ahead with this job would mean that even if the software or platform they use for their projects goes out of style, the Systems Administration skills I will learn will be forefront to getting me into a better place after the fact.

I hope it goes well. I also desperately need a job.

Maybe in a couple of weeks I will be a Junior Systems Administrator. It sounds like a pretty sweet job. And it’s exciting and I can’t wait to talk to them again.

I hope something comes out of it. I need a job BADLY!

But then, I suppose I’ll take a crazy work schedule just to make a bit of money at this point hehe. I guess we’ll see.

*waits ever so impatiently for 2pm*   I hope it goes well.